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Friday, October 31, 2008
Izure, minna shinen desu yo

I'm not supposed to be blogging =P. Just take it as me taking a break from studies

Had nothing else to do so I decided to make a random post.

Tae Hyung e hyung messaged me today!! Like finally. He said he was gonna get his driver's license!! Which means the next time we go lanning, we won't have to ride a cab anymore HAHA! We'll probably share the fuel price =P.

Anyways, I'm feeling freaking tired right now. Probably because the first thing I did when I opened my eyes was to turn on my computer. I can't study in the morning anyways. Like all Koreans, my brother and I played an intense match of Starcraft on a map my brother customized. Okay, from here on, I don't think people who doesn't play Starcraft will understand anything haha. It was intense because MY fleet (Not Kel-Morian) consisting of 25 Terran Battlecruisers got annihilated, for the very first time. Reason? 3 VS 1 situation. My brother was happily defending his base, a computer Terran was seriously doing nothing useful. 3 Protoss manhandled my fleet in all directions. It was heartbreaking really... We won in the end though =D
Yeah, thats the reason why I'm tired =.-. Enough about games.

I've been thinking really hard recently about certain things... One of them is regarding love.
If you're sure you love that person, you should "go all out" right?... But what do you do if you know or think that person is already attached? Or if that person wants to be just friends?... And what do you do when you're rejected? I'm sure everyone has different answers...
I think almost everyone has experienced this "situation" at least once. Except for the really lucky ones who got together with their first love.

Shit, emo post again =.-
Shall blog later again if I can. I'm sure it'll be a happier post.
Haha I think I have bipolar disorder (thanks Samuel's PW group); first part of the post is happy, but the later part is super emo. HAHA! Go search it up if you don't know the term!

P.S. I used to think loving, or hell even liking someone who is already attached was wrong (as in we shouldn't)... But I think I'm in that situation right now... What should I freaking do?! =.-


SHUT UP.
7:01 PM


End of School, Preparation for A's, Band Practices, Quarantine is out!!

School ended and I don't know whether to feel happy or sad.
Come to think about it, school was the place where I actually laughed-out-loud everyday (besides when I'm meeting the Lee brothers). All my friends in school, especially my classmates, never fail to put a smile on my face. Now some of these are going to change since some of my besties in school are leaving... I guess this is how my SAS friends felt when I was leaving. Afterall, I WAS very close to all of them. I'll definately keep in close touch with all who are leaving. Either through MSN, email, SMS, or through Facebook.
Facebook is becoming VERY important in my life these days.

Being PU2, school ending for me also meant that A levels were approaching. I checked the calendar on the last day of school only to find out that my Geography exam was next Monday. I don't think I need to worry that much though. My concept for all 3 topics are perfect, its just, I need freaking case studies to back my concept... Plus my time management is horrible!... 4 DRQs (Data Response Questions) in 1 hour and 30 minutes... Which is like super slow... This Monday, I'll just rush DRQs so that I have 2 hours left to do my essays. Oh well, ganbatte Ja Mess!!

Despite the fact having A levels in November, I still had to go back to BAND because I am the Section Leader AND a Librarian... Had to photocopy scores, arrange parts again etc... Band concert's coming up... 18th December. Hope the band out-performs the AKE =) <--- Evil smile. Oh and I hope all my friends can come for the AKE/Band concert too!! I'm trying to convince as many people, who are not interested, to come and *cough* SOMEONE *cough* is REALLY hard to convince =P (You know who you are)

Okay, gonna end here cuz apparently, my stupid keyboard is freaking noisy and it woke my parents up... Why can't my mom just sleep in the master bedroom?!?!?!...

P.S. QUARANTINE IS OUT!!!! WHO WANTS TO GO WATCH?!?! I'm available after the 6th of November (My brother's birthday) =D


SHUT UP.
12:08 AM


Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Reviving blog!

Haven't been blogging lately due to preparation for A level Geography.

Lots of things happened. Not in choronological order mind you.

Aish, who is my stress-relief/punching bag/person I tell EVERYTHING to without feeling embarrassed or whatever, left Singapore for good... Surprisingly I was sadder than when Chie left Singapore. To tell you the truth, my eyes were kinda tearing at the airport. I bet all the guys felt as sad as me too even though they didn't show it.

Then there was the dreaded promotional exercise. The day when the promotional status was released was a very somber day indeed... Some of my classmates had to be retained, some asked to leave the school, and super-annuated*. School will feel different without them, I can feel it already.
I saw some of their faces when they got back their report books. They all had seriously heartbreaking face on them. Couldn't bear to watch. There were no comforting words to give either.
I was however glad and relieved to know that many of my close friends and I both managed to get promoted to PU3.

Anyways, here is a question: Does love change people or people change for love?
They are different, although they might sound the same.
Okay, I was gonna write down MY interpretation of the two BUT apparently I forgot HAHA!! So too bad! Make your own interpretation.
I think people change for love, like me.

P.S. I think I'm gonna keep my blog posts short now.


SHUT UP.
10:31 PM