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Thursday, August 23, 2007
10 Weird things or habits or little known facts about Jamess!

Ok I think I've done this before but C.Y. tagged me so here goes...

1. I LOVE burning stuff (Pyromaniac)
2. I carve names on/scar myself for FUN
3. I'm sadistic and masochistic* (According to friends from 07S7)
4. I get VERY emo
5. I bite off my skin and only stop when I start bleeding
6. I sweat even in rooms with air-cons (Can be proved by my MI band members)
7. I always want to be the center of attention but when I AM, I suddenly have nothing to say
8. I eat A LOT but I don't freaking gain weight (Can be proved by my mom)
9. I'm a "nice" guy, but the total opposite when I'm just a LITTLE pissed off
10. I ALWAYS believe that I have a special "gift"/"talent"

Hah, yeah, some strange facts right? Now I'm supposed to tag 10 people... Here they are:

1. Wei Jian
2. Sazilah
3. Min Min
4. Kelly
5. Tina
6. Dina
7. Anyone who wants to do this thing XD

People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.


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5:10 PM


Monday, August 13, 2007
Bad dream...

Okay... So my last post was about me having the sweetest dream of my LIFE but today I had the 2nd worst dream of my life... (The first one was really sad... Made me cry in while I was asleep and after I woke up...). This 2nd worst dream was also about her again and it was like continued from my previous heavenly dream. Im'ma gonna make this short... In the dream, the girl of my life gets married to this other guy... T_T... Some of you might say its no big deal but it really ruined my mood in the morning... Thats why I thought today was going to be a *cough* BAD day (trying not to put any vulgarities anymore...). Plus I had these thought of like this dream being a kind of a message to me that she will live "happily ever after" with her current boy friend/lover... So this thought pissed me off also.

Fortunately I had friends in my class who made me laugh and stuff and they just made my day! Of course I missed my 4E2 friends because I think they are the ones who know me best besides my SAS friends I don't meet so much now... Tried to call her down to the swimming pool when I was swimming today but she never replied back... Probably with her boy friend since it was first day of school for them today after their summer vacation... Regarding the dream again, I don't think I'll ever be able to attend her REAL marriage judging from my reaction to only a DREAM and the stuffs I did in the dream too... (Was about the pull my hair out...).

Oh well, hope the 2nd dream RECENTLY (Had countless dreams about her before...) doesn't come true. Still hoping for the 1st one to come true though... Love is cruel isn't it?...

By the way, I did a moonsault while swimming today and my brother video taped it in his handphone. Awesome! Gonna watch over and over again to "improve" my back-flips. Jamess out.


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10:22 PM


Thursday, August 09, 2007
Sweet dream...

Blogging in the morning like for the first time... As the title says, my dream today was heavenly... Can't believe I still dream about her... I can't get her out of my head I guess... In my dream I went to the Korean mass instead of the English mass at St. Mary... After the mass, she was standing there, waiting for me... Oh hell, I want this dream to come true... Not gonna write so detailed because it is *cough* personal... I want to see her again... Quite hard to see her even though she lives in the same condominium as mine because she has her boy friend... Heartbreaking...

I've had several dreams come true before... Plus I had my "visions" come true too. Hope my dream also comes true... Hah, I guess I lied to everyone when I said "I don't like/love anyone now" or "I don't like THAT girl anymore". Oh hell yeah, I do still love her. Its just that I'm waiting for her to come to me... Even her brother considered me brother-in-law before. Her birthday's coming near... Gonna save up big bucks of money and to get her a birthday present.

Hmm enough of that... Today's Singapore's National Day. When we were celebrating yesterday, I felt kinda left out but Siva, Haikal, Samuel, Kamal, and the 07S7 crazy girls made me feel like part of Singapore. Siva's the best, because of him I went crazy too. Like screamed at the top of my lungs in the school hall and stuff. The band yesterday was great too. Absolutely NO MISTAKES. PERFECT performance.

Gonna go out soon with my brother and maybe Wynn and Sunny (my SAS Korean brothers XD) to lan and stuff. DoTa!! XD. Can't wait till I meet Sunny. Wynn, I've already met in church. He was shorter than me! I'm so proud of myself. Well thats all I'm writing today. Ciao


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10:31 AM


Tuesday, August 07, 2007
MI National Day Parade rehearsal...

Like what the title says. Had my 2nd National Day Parade rehearsal at my school today... One word to describe how it was; sucked. Why it sucked? Well all the band members had to stand under the sun... I couldn't even look at my score because of the sun... The other thing is some of the people marching couldn't even march properly... On the tap of the snare drum, people are supposed to take a step forward with their LEFT foot but this one dude was like way out... I mean, if you never marched before, at least TRY to learn by looking at the dude infront and the side... Everyone of us (band members) were like criticising... Yeah so thats that...

Other than that, I FINALLY did a back-flip on the ground. I think Shao and I can like do front-flips so easily. We still did it on the mat though. I did the running front-flip once today... When I landed, *WHAM*, my knees bust my upper lips up. Yes it bled. Didn't hurt much though. Then came the back-flips. I did 1 successful one (I think) and 2 unsuccessful ones... One of the unsuccessful one, I landed on my stomach so I did a moonsault instead of a back-flip. YEAH! Hardcore Jeff Hardy style! BUT after I landed on the mat, my body slid off the mat and I went face first to the hard floor. Bit into my lower lip busting it like 3 times worst than the upper lip. Shao thought I bit through my lip because there was blood on the outer part of the lip... Shao was supposed to do the back-flip but he didn't!! Will make him do next time... Had to leave because the teachers came in and chased us out.

After being kicked out of the hall, we went straight to the basketball/soccer court to play soccer. Nearly the whole class was playing (yes, girls). Our class girls are VERY energetic and I guess in a way, sporty. Too bad Gerlaine and Apple weren't there (the 2 volleyball players). During the match all the guys played with like 40% of their energy. We all walked around and stuff. Even when we walked around we could still steal the balls away from the girls (8 guys VS >12 girls). Our soccer women, Dina was impressive. So was our dumb blonde (Gracie), Sut (Tina), Jasmine, etc. At least they could steal the soccer balls away from us. They should form the 07S7 girls soccer team!! (sarcasm).

Have to end the post here... Gonna get some sleep... Goodnight folks!

Oh and have a wonderful*? national day people!


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10:15 PM


Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Vacancy...

Supposed to be yesterday's post but I fell asleep yesterday... Yesterday's lessons ended early because Mr. Imran, our Biology teacher, didn't come for school. So most of our classmates (total 13/35 of us including Xia Ning) decided to go to AMK hub to catch Vacancy. Before the movie started, I made a bet with Aish that whoever screams/makes noise during the movie will have to pay $2 to each other. Should have made the bet with Gracie... She scream at almost everything.

The movie was boring to me although most of the girls who watched with us said it was freaking scary... Come on... I've watched far more gruesome, gore, bloody, and scary movies than that... There were some suspense scenes in the movie but still not enough to scare me... Gracie screamed almost at every freaky scenes because of Shao Wei scaring her. Aish also screamed quite a few times during the movie so I thought I earned total of $6... She denied screaming though... So I only got $2... Hmm so yeah... Boring movie to me. Money wasted. Should have watched alone instead because supernatural horrors are more scarier than those murder movies with the exception of movies like Texas Chainsaw Massacre or Saw or Hostel.

Hmm my grand parents were at my house also for a week! My grandmother came last wednesday and my grandfather is always with us. It was very nice seeing out grandmother for the first time in 4 or 3 years... I miss my grandfather too... Wish I can see him again. My grandmother seemed very healthy so I was relieved. Didn't really get to spend all the free time I had with my grandmother because I had a lot of things going on last week... I think I'll visit them this coming december...

This is all I'm gonna write today... Goodnight people...


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10:30 PM