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Monday, August 13, 2007
Bad dream...
Okay... So my last post was about me having the sweetest dream of my LIFE but today I had the 2nd worst dream of my life... (The first one was really sad... Made me cry in while I was asleep and after I woke up...). This 2nd worst dream was also about her again and it was like continued from my previous heavenly dream. Im'ma gonna make this short... In the dream, the girl of my life gets married to this other guy... T_T... Some of you might say its no big deal but it really ruined my mood in the morning... Thats why I thought today was going to be a *cough* BAD day (trying not to put any vulgarities anymore...). Plus I had these thought of like this dream being a kind of a message to me that she will live "happily ever after" with her current boy friend/lover... So this thought pissed me off also.

Fortunately I had friends in my class who made me laugh and stuff and they just made my day! Of course I missed my 4E2 friends because I think they are the ones who know me best besides my SAS friends I don't meet so much now... Tried to call her down to the swimming pool when I was swimming today but she never replied back... Probably with her boy friend since it was first day of school for them today after their summer vacation... Regarding the dream again, I don't think I'll ever be able to attend her REAL marriage judging from my reaction to only a DREAM and the stuffs I did in the dream too... (Was about the pull my hair out...).

Oh well, hope the 2nd dream RECENTLY (Had countless dreams about her before...) doesn't come true. Still hoping for the 1st one to come true though... Love is cruel isn't it?...

By the way, I did a moonsault while swimming today and my brother video taped it in his handphone. Awesome! Gonna watch over and over again to "improve" my back-flips. Jamess out.


SHUT UP.
10:22 PM