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Friday, July 28, 2006
Trying so hard...
These days I'm trying so hard to do 3 things. First is to try and memmorise almost every important points for my O' level exams, second, trying to get some fats on me, and lastly, to be together with her I should say... These days, the only thing I do when I get back home after school is going through my notes. Some subjects, I find it quite easy like Math, Chemistry, English, Geography, but other subjects, I find them not so easy. Biology mainly because I get mixed up sometimes with Chemistry stuff or forget Bio points and remember Chem. Social Studies was kind of a killer subject for me last year but now I'm finally beginning to understand everything. Maybe because of exam mood. I'm also re-practicing my pronounciation... It got a bit "rusty" I guess since I moved schools. I told my self before that if I forget the American accent, then I'll kill my self heh. Joking XD. Second thing, no matter how much I eat, I won't gain any freaking weight!! I ate like 3 bags of potato chips, and other extremely greasy food like almost every day but my weight still remains the same... 50.1 kg... I have to be more lazy then heh. But its the freaking exams! I can't be lazy... Sigh, never mind about the fats and stuff. After all, my muscles ARE visible anyways LOL. Third thing... You guys all know what it is... No matter how hard I try, I can't get her... Maybe I didn't try as hard? Maybe our (Me and Kok) love consultant (Zilah) was right? "... She might feel awkward around you (me)" boo hoo... Why feel that way? We're together, then we're together. Heh. Oh well, its her choice whether she accepts me or not XD. Always thought of it that way, the girl's choice. Wish Wei Jian was right lol. "She will give you an answer next Wednesday". If she says no, then its a no. If she says yes, then we're together! Yay! Hmph, can't be too happy now psh. Hah, sometimes I might look SAD but inside I might be happy. Sometimes I might look HAPPY but inside, I might be sad. Thats me.


SHUT UP.
10:36 PM