Starlit Field Beyond the Flames

Friday, July 20, 2007

Got my report book today. Didn't have to go to school but my dad wanted to have family dinner again. My results were uh satisfactory... Except my GP though. Gotta work hard on Bio, GP and Math most probably... AND maintain my grades in Chem and Geog. Need to thank Mdm. Rosna so much!! First time being top of level for Geog XD. Hope in the promos, everyone will get a better result =D.

When I was getting my results, I thought my dad was gonna literally break my legs so I can't go out, AND break my new computer so that I can't go on the computer. He didn't though. He was actually in a good mood today so I think he purposely missed the shot.

I am thankful to God for letting me get these results even though I didn't really study as much as others who stayed up all night studying... I think I really don't deserve these results... Hmm and I don't know why, but I'm like being emo now... I get these feelings alot these days mostly because I'm thinking about HER and the person I'm eyeing on XD. Why is it like so effing hard to be with the girl you like?... I asked her to do all sort of things today but she turned them down... Gah so hard... It wasn't hard before, when I was sec2 or sec3... I guess I wasn't so mature back then...

Oh and I get like jealous so damn easily thesedays... Like if this guy like plays with 'the-person-I-like' 's hair and stuff. And once I get jealous, I go into emo-mood. My emo mood is also quite astonishing because I start to HATE everything around me and I get so damn cocky. Recent behaviours have developed due to too many girls in my class XD =P. My cocky-ness isn't all bad either. When I go out with my friends to, lets say, Bugis for example, I have the "Bring it on you mother effer." kind of feeling and the "Whacha looking at? Punk?" type of feeling too. Its like I'm the top dog in that area. One punch in someone's face with my knucks, and the dude's dead =P joking.

My knuckles became damn strong too. I can like endure pain for longer periods of time now =P (thanks to Shao Wei for playing bloody knuckles with me XD). Who wants to play bloody knuckles with me? XD.

P.S. I think I have a weakness for hot and/or cute girls XD. She's so adorable!

SHUT UP.
11:44 PM