Starlit Field Beyond the Flames

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

You Don't Mess with the Zohan. Watched it right after the Biology Mid Year paper with my classmates, Gracie, Gerlaine, Apple, Claudia and Saw Wah. The movie was okay in my opinion but I'm sure the girls didn't really like it. Its sexual humour so yeah... Go watch if you want to see Adam Sandler having sex with old women haha. Went around shopping at somewhere (I forgot...). Yeah... I give 4 out of 5 stars for the movie.

Haven't been able to meet Tae Hyung e hyung and Sae Hyung recently either... I was always the busy one I guess... Due to late night band practices... Those night practices are all over now. Cuz NBC is over... Yesterday was the big day. Everyone was so prepared. The only ones nervous were Mr. Lim Lip Hua (Our conductor), and our teachers... I could tell cuz Mr. Lim was shaking when he lifted his baton up... Mr. Zach Lim and Ms. Huang, our teachers in charge, were also acting kinda different too... All this changed right after we finished performing... We were the first band to perform so it was quiet when we walked out of the Victoria Concert Hall... Some of the band members cried even before the results because they made a mistake during the performance. Its actually okay, everyone makes mistakes and nobody's perfect. Soon we were the one nervous as fuck, waiting for the results. Not me though. I knew we tried our best and I was proud of it. Some of us didn't go in to the VCH to watch the rest of the performance. Instead, we watched the preparation for the NDP. Fireworks were spectacular and I couldn't help thinking of her that time... Finally the results came out... Again some of the band members cried. We got a Silver. It was way above my expectation so I was happy for the band. We're a new band and our choice pieces were grade 4 also (easy for me though). We made some speeches after the results. Edward is a natural leader. So is Alex. They really brought our spirit up by their speeches. Everyone was so dead that day. Except me. She called me because she was at IMM and was going to drop off in front of the school so I can join her. We waited for 506 together. I was feeling super happy that time. Was feeling nervous as well. 506 didn't come for a while so my band mates eventually caught up with me... Most of them saw her. They probably came up with wild conclusions... During the bus ride we were sharing earphones to listen to music so I kinda leaned against her. Wanted to hold her hand, but thats only what boyfriends do right?... I gotta ask Siva quick... Yeah I do like her. But that doesn't mean she'll like me back too... Of course I hope she likes me back... Anyways... Congratz to the band...

I have no luck in my love life... Thats why I've been single all my life. Last time I was a pussy so I didn't seize any opportunity... Won't let my bad habits come back...

SHUT UP.
12:03 AM