Saturday, November 01, 2008
When I'm mad
When I'm mad and sad at the same time, I go "LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" at almost full volume (only when I'm alone that is).
Bodies - Drowning Pool, kick-ass song, stress relief.
I can't wait for 6th of November!! From 7th onwards, I'll probably be on my computer 24/7. Unless people ask me out or if I have to go buy lunch for me brother.
My brother's turning 16 on 6th November. I REALLY want to buy him his AND1 shoes but I don't have the money... Anyone wants to share? (Even though you don't know my brother and all =.-). My parents are probably gonna say "We can't be wasting money on buying presents nowadays" if I ask her for that extra cash. And its damn true these days... Thanks to the recession fuck.
FUCKING MONEY'S THE PROBLEM!!!!
Lots of things to buy, but no money.
I wonder how those people, whose money just flows in their doorstep, spend their money. Nothing against them, but just curious.
And yet people still think I'm "rich"... Fuck no I'm not. I live in a freaking HDB and gets $0 allowance (no allowance). My wallet's empty most of the time these days.
I'm gonna fold 1000 cranes again like last time when our family had to suffer from IMF back in Korea. No, its not to wish for my family to be rich (that would be selfish =P).
I know God is letting us experience this for a good reason. Who knows? If I never went through the hard times during IMF in Korea, I might never have felt pity to the poor like how I am now.
=.-
You know what? I have no fucking idea what the fuck I'm talking about. I'm in a state of "mixed emotions" right now haha. Happy, sad, angry, frustrated all at the same time.
Gonna be a good boi and study for Geog now...
Apologies if my excessive use of the word FUCK offended you =.-
SHUT UP.
3:32 PM